Sunday, July 30, 2006
i do not want to go into that depression mode. i kinda noe that its drawing nearer. and i prefer to juz laugh it off.
something happened yesterday when i got back home. thks to my sister, some things are revealed and it slapped me on my face. gedebabooom! at the very least i noe where im standing now. heh. its ok, its alright. those confusions are not worth thinking of. it does bother me and im not going to let it bother me that much. that much.
im hepy being myself....however, at some point of time, i wished i cld be like other girls. they let loose a bit. fashionable. uhmmm slumber? act cute? be sweet? yeah...wat else? be sensitive. me? uhmm heh. im not. i'm rather stiff. least bothered on the outside. i nvr show it. im not expressive. i prefer to keep it inside. dun't ask me why...it's just me. if you wanna noe, i wished i could be like them. i always brush these feelings off. nevertheless, i noe i treasure the people who noes me inside out.
aaah....i dunwanna dwell on these....i juz have to work things out one by one.....step by step.
i wanna read the novel i borrowed. adios.
linah drove her beettle at
5:19 PM
Thursday, July 27, 2006
hi blog
naz starts work
im left wid 2 more weeks and then attachment
i cant wait tho i noe i will be complaining later hurhur
imran ajmain passed by me juz now hue
at woodlands mrt
i wanted to tell him i like his songs and his voice
but i did not..its more to dare not
huahuahuahuaha
i tink he was from lib...juz a guess
he's holding a book...doink me
book = library uh? crap.
sch's tiring...tho i dont do much
uhmmmm
ohya met gel n rozie today
its nice to see them hee
met fana and erm wats her name....hmm aah fiza...
fun ppl...
i dreamt mil and the clan visit me in sch
i guessed i kinda miss them
uhmmm
im always in short of cash
blergh
i spent on food most of the time
so its.....alhamdullilah dpt mkn hehe
my pc is going bonkers
and i planned to get a lappie
i hate installments but i guess if i get a lappie
its definitely to be on installment
hueueuehueh
im tired.
im tired physically.
i ran to sch yesterday thinking im late for test when actually im not
and emotionally.
how come we always end up in an argument?
its 1.03
im sleepy.
gdnite bloggerku.
linah drove her beettle at
12:36 AM
Monday, July 17, 2006
when i thought i could live with it, it rings and i hev to start all over again.
but i nvr fail to enjoy the cycle. heh.*toot-PId*. yes at times, im tired overcoming "try to live with it". but when it rings, i said "heck". mebbe somethings are just hard to learn.
if only i hev the guts to ask. was it supposed to be a joke or for real? i can nvr noe how to react to watever that's being said. damn u.
do u mind slapping me and say its juz a joke? so that i can stop flying?
in the meantime, lemme enjoy this ride. with my foot on the ground. yes. im enjoying the ride without flying. that means no wings included. heuheuhuehee i am maddddddddd. doink!
linah drove her beettle at
9:38 PM
Saturday, July 15, 2006
Roslinah, you find love in a Secret Crush
You love the crush. It's that simple. Butterflies in the stomach, blushing when they walk in the room, coming up with plausible excuses to talk to them — it's the whole fantasy that appeals to you. Maybe you like having a secret and admiring someone from afar, or perhaps you're just shy when it comes to matters of the heart. But underneath all the cloak and dagger stuff, we wouldn't be surprised if there's a passion for all things mushy and gushy. Maybe that's part of your secret too.In or out of a relationship, you like the idea of the ideal. That's what can make it so hard to take the first step to make a crush something more — you don't want to burst that bubble. But how do you know what will happen if you don't try? Maybe some secrets aren't supposed to stay that way.
http://web.tickle.com/tests/findlove/compare.jsp
linah drove her beettle at
2:15 AM
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
indah itu akan pupus
uhmmm
denganmu kulihat bintang
bulan sabit melengkung
seperti senyum ke arah ku
denganmu ku sering khayal
kau gemar membawaku ke dunia itu
membuatku terbang melayang
indah...
im addicted to it and i jolly well know i shld be landing on the ground.
linah drove her beettle at
9:58 PM
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
hi blog...:]
my eyes are itching...especially the right one. i've been wearing contact lenses since kl trip. i broke my specs there. yes. how doink. slept with it. ain told me i actually took it off. i forgot that i did. and when i woke up, i saw my spec beside me. broke. since then ive been wearing contact lenses. ok im repeating it twice. heh. but my vision are blurrrrrrr and i dunwanna wear contact lense. gatal arh mata. i badly need a new specs. i tink im gonna get the cheapest one first for home-use. heh. i dun like wearing contact lense at home.
ohya, ive quit for my sembawang n seragoon tuition. partly because of my upcoming attachment in august. im afraid i cant commit by then. and partly of other reasons as well. nyiahahahhaa. uhmmmm. im left wid bazli, zack and atiqah now.
yesterday sch was ok. sch has always been OK , jus OK for me. erk. i was with my tep frens yesterday at McD....it was a nice company. heee. they're a bunch of fun people. hurhur. i dun hang out wid them everyday and very often. and i dun noe them very well. juz coursemates. all i noe when im with them, which is not often, i felt that sense...the sense i could not feel with my own batch. im not comparing them with my online frens. i lurve my online frens. heee. its juz uhmm differentlah. eh in case anyone reading this think online frens are those cyber frens....u got it wrong. buahahahhahaa.
uhmmm what do you tink of a frenship that is like erm....like u tok behind your close fren and then this close fren of yours talk behind you back? but then both of you considered yourselves good fren. its weird aint it? its more like a suffering thing to me. blergh...boleh biollllllllllll
try this: soundclick.com its a cool website i tink. nice.
nazzie is going into NIE this coming 24th july i tink. wow. time passes by so fast uh fren? i still hope we can get together even when you're teaching. hehee. linah emo. doink doink. ive always got this mindset, once we've off to the working world, life would be busy. and im afraid we've got no time for each other. but then again aft our sec sch days, we got our separate path...we still manage to hold n maintain our frenship. hehhe. oke im blabbering lah. urghhhhhhhh.
ohya the other day my sis was telling me about teddy.....about her wanting to meet him when he reach sg and we all go out eat together. LOL. i never tought of that. thinking back what i did few yrs back eh...i didnt noe im that uhmmm...berani. blergh. i was high over heels over this dude when im 16. and now im 20. fast uh. i never regret tho abt wat i did...lol....it taught me something. uhmmm yeah.
i hate mat jan cheekiness. blergh.
linah drove her beettle at
4:29 PM
