Wednesday, November 30, 2005
i was dog-eyed twice. twice this sem. last last sem i wonder y the clan hate being dog-eyed. now i noe why. its not a nice feeling but somehow or rather i wanna challege this dog-eye-er. in wat sense? im not sure myself. but one thing, now i hate dog-eye-er. to dog-eye-er, if ur ever read this, get this inside your head. you can dog-eyed anyone u want but dun worry. ppl still bitch about you. i supposed u do too.linah drove her beettle at
2:07 AM
Monday, November 28, 2005
was browsing tru fs bulletin and this is wat i got abt my horo.ARIES
Outgoing. Spontanious. Have own unique sexiness.Unpredictable. Erotic.Funny. Addictive. Take you on trips to the moon in bed.
------muahahhahahaha....i like the trip to the moon......always been my dream...as in only to the moon part. not bed. heh heh heh. wat a coincidence eh. outgoing? spontanious? funny? im totally the opps of tt.
i didnt go to sch today practically because im lazy and tired. on the bed this morning half asleep, im actually weighing the pros and cons of not gg to sch today. yesh i always got this habit if i wanna ponteng. i dunchno if it helps but tts a habit...furthermore....thinking like tt early in the morning half asleep...equals to? forget it.
wat else? i need to start on my entrepreneurship bebeh.
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6:24 PM
Saturday, November 26, 2005
guess wat? my sis. she bought 5 indonesian vcds. all of them i've been wanting to watch. 5. mind you. tts a lot. i like her generousity. muehehehhehe.mengejar matahari. ttg dia which ive watched b4, thks to shamimi. ungu violet. janji joni. virgin. tt feeling when i watched aadc came back. hurhurhur. yesh, im an indo-freak. especially when it comes to songs and movies. its indo-weekend bebeh.on the other hand, my mind's been wandering way too far. but i hope wat i thought is not true tho i tink wat i thought is the most logical answer to wat ive been wanting to noe and is still waiting. sometimes when you hold on to something for too long, its kinda bored. if u noe wat i mean. oh, juz in case u tink im talking abt guy girl relationship, ure wrong. in short, i dun like to wait....its draggy and making me bored.
today, i bought m&m and inside was hancur here and there. not only that, i bought a green tea packet drink from a vending machine and expecting a $0.10change back. coz the drink is juz 40cents. but tt 10cent nvr came out. bukan pelit tapi terasa ditipu.
i simply love my sister for today. hehheh. i want to sleep. gd nite bloggerku.
linah drove her beettle at
1:34 AM
Thursday, November 24, 2005
halo blog. how r u?u noe wat? im actually depressed yesterday aft printing bayu so called poskad coz it kinda exceeds the budget. not kinda but it is. and the outcome of poskad is not good. so much for being in biz coz and taking biz finance. i sux at numbers lah. nvm forget it.
for now, im heppy i've completed the entrepreneurship slides as well as e-svs with mil's help. entre is doing ok i guess and my grp is not joining the competition. i tink its better tt way? coz i dun tink im prepared to put in tt extra effort tho i was the one who's kinda eager upon hearing that theres entre competition. indecisiveness. is tt wat we called it?
naz and me were in the bus gg back home yest and its was a long long long ride. jam. plus minus one hr in the bus. naz was so stressed up wid her article thingy. ohya, yesterday we went to places i never knew existed. muahahaha...well, i dun walk a lot you see. heh. crap. actually went to haji lane to post up bayu poster at straitz rekod. i actually admire the whole of tt lane. coz its a different side of singapore where u usually see tall buildings. but i wonder...the shops there, got business meh? senyap aja...i wonder if they make money. but on the other hand, if they did not, y bother open? but tt's in the day. mebbe theres crowd at nite? i dunchno.
for the first time today, i managed to pay attention for solid one hour customer relationship mgt lect. lately, i have trouble paying attention in lects and tuts. after 20 to 30mins, im off. and being half asleep in tuts and lects sucks. i hate the feeling.
di antara samar
dia hilang
ntah mengikut arus manusia
atau perasaannya sendiri
dan di antara kesamaran itu
dia sedar...
byk hal lagi yang harus dia kejar
untuk kepuasan diri
linah drove her beettle at
9:45 PM
Thursday, November 17, 2005
im too tired to talk to anyone today. even to my mother.enterpreneurship isnt going anywhere. at least for our first meeting for discussion. shld we join the competition or not? its not even starting but i dun tink the whole team would wanna join the comp. lotsa stuffs to be completed and im procrastinating.
nazzie and me have been exchanging thoughts and stories. its a therapy i tell you.
i juz hev no mood for anything today.
i woke up wid my eyes in pain. i dunchno why and my wisdom tooth. its giving me a headache
linah drove her beettle at
12:43 PM
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
hi blog...how r u?hmmm where should i start....
today was oke. sch's pretty monotone. from lab to tut room. then tut room and lab again. and then to ltd. for ops module, i dun understand one shit. on mondays, im only prepared for erica fong's class :) favouritism? im not sure about tt, but i noe she's a gd lecturer and tutor. im sure my other classmates would agree to that.
i asked lewis about entering the entrepreneurship competition. initially he declined but when i met him in sch juz now, his reply was positive. hee. i want to participate in this competition. coz we're actually doing an entrepreneurship module and its like doing one project for 2 purposes. besides tt, the price is very inviting. but i've yet to ask the rest of my teammates. i sms-ed abg madi yesterday, asking if he has anyone in mind to be our mentor for this project. he already contacted the person, and im still waiting if its a positive reply.
sometimes i wonder if im too bad being a fren. ppl are treating me, the way i dun like to be treated, at least tts wat i see and observe. like c'mon, cant u be a lil considerate? is tt too much to ask for? im not asking a lot and i noe tt. juz be considerate. mebbe its juz me i guess.mebbe its juz me. and sometimes, i tink im too good being a fren, until i felt tt, like im their stopover. like im being used. fcuk. i hate this. but it happen. at least tts wat i felt. but all i noe at this very moment, i noe i got my mother and nazzie.
ive juz received bayu's mp3s...Bayu....i've been working wid bayu since sept i tink. when i was in crm. wait. its not work. coz im not paid. hah. im juz helping out bayu. out of interest. ohya lets do some promo here..hehe
Bayu started its journey back in March 2003. The band’s forte is alternative indie & pop rock. Although Bayu’s music is influenced by Indonesian bands like Padi, Dewa and Peterpan, the band flaunts their own unique flavour in their songs.
Bayu means wind or breeze in english. It depicts the soft melodius melodies and ethereal lyrics of bayu. The name symbolizes the band's music, artisitic vision and lyrics. Bayu's main vision is to gather and create a Bayu fan club where we can call a family, and eventually gain recognition for their music.
Although Bayu's initial band line-up decided to disperse in January 2004, Bayu was determined not to let it bring a halt to their journey. 7 months later, Bayu formed a whole new line-up and were back with their music. Bayu has performed at various places such as Planet Paradigm, Y.M.S, Esplanade Library and has performed together with some of the other local bands. It is time for Bayu to take their music one step further.
'Diulit Kidung Rindu' - You've got to listen to it to sense it.
at the moment, im juz helping out to find spot for them to perform. and...how do i noe they exists? all thks to roanne. she asked me along to watch bayu perform at esplanade library.she said tt im sure gonna like this band. tt was on 2003. tt was my first time watching a local band and its at nite. yeah im a late bloomer. i remember going back humming to the tune of one of the songs they played tt nite. tho im not sure wat the title and the liriks were. i went wid nazzie btw. after watching their performance..i told myself...not even nazzie or roanne, it was juz a plain thought. i thought i'd like to work with them. back then, my definition of work was to pass them my puisi to be turn into a song.
silently, i emailed this belllonnon person. about contributing liriks to bayu. i got the email addie from the old bayu webbie i tink. i dun remember, checking if theres any reply the next day...but i noe that i forget all about it, until i checked my hotmail on august 2004. tt long. the subject in my hotmail was rather familiar. i clicked and bingo. i can pass my puisi to bayu. hee. i was hepy and excited. coz if u, yes u, didnt noe, one of my dreams is to have my puisi turn into a song. yerp. dunchno y.
and sept this yr, i got a msg from sham, he's the belllonnon person, asking if i wanna work. no not work. but help out. if i wanna be in bayu team and help out. of coz, i agreed. coz i like. its out of interest and helping out a fren. and also for experience. i asked nazzie along if she wanna join and she agreed.
hah. weird. i wonder if the bayu personnels are reading this. but if u are, especially the bassist...who kept asking me y i chose bayu...i tink ive answered ur Q in here. heh. and if anyone ask me if Bayu sounds like peterpan or dewa or s07 or wat....i cant describe. coz i noe bayu as bayu itself. tho i tink the vocalist sound..juz a lil bit..juz a lil bit like tomok, newboyz.
now into the songs...finallieeee i got bayu's mp3. hehe. yesh im excited. cerita cinta...the title is exactly the same as one of kahitna's song. kahitna. long time never hear their songs. hmm. bagaikan dewi...no impact to me yet...the title reminds me of bagaikan puteri sang by farah, the msian singer. intan atau kaca is addictive. satu cinta was the song i first heard during 2003 performance at esplanade. i tink tts the song i was humming too back in 2003. ku diulit kidung rindu...i juz like the title. its very melayutic. at the moment, i like panah asmara. the intro...noiceee...i loike. the liriks is nice too. but i like the melody. isit called the melody? i dunno lah...i juz like the music for panah asmara.
wow..this is a long entry. its already 3.54 man. my first so-called project for Bayu :
Bayu Showcase : Diulit Kidung RinduGuest Band: Shoe Size Nine2nd December 05, 8.30pm Prince of Wales101 Dunlop Street Little India$10/entry with drinkpre-sales tix & enquiries : 91494218 tix is also available at the door.
frens & earthlings reading my blog, i invite you to the show. do give us your support. hehe. your support is very much appreaciated. i hope the event runs smoothly and would be a successful one.
eh..what happen about my puisi to be turn into a song? hah. til now, i hev no idea.
its 4.11am now. wow. tink better sleep. gd nite blogger. btw, hev i asked you, how old r u olready, blogger? need to count my archives. hehe.
met mlm bloggerku.
linah drove her beettle at
4:15 AM
linah drove her beettle at
2:03 AM
Sunday, November 13, 2005
my sister thinks she one big shot in the house. she tinks she owns everthing in the house. left the teevee on when she's actually the last person to be in front of the teevee. threaten ppl like nobody's biznez...even when she's sleeping, she'll ask me to turn on the teevee. wth. i hope her frens live with her with her big shot character. and by then, i hope she get one big smack anywhere. hah. and for the most obvious reason, i prefer to shuddup and ignore. i wouldnt wanna fight over such a small matter. nevertheless, sumtimes she juz hits my wire and i'll burst. right now, at this very moment, im pissed off wid her. blergh. !!@!@!@*******!!@!@!@!@!@!@!!!!!!
linah drove her beettle at
5:25 PM
Saturday, November 12, 2005
the world is so small huh? it happens. to me. several times. well. i hope the world is sooo sooo sooo small tt sumone i knew, knew the white cap guy. hah. linah...ure mad.
linah drove her beettle at
9:11 PM
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
hi blog...how r u? heh.
hmmmmmmmm i met najihah and hafeez yesterday...finallie hafeez i met you. hah. i was gg to the lect theater when i saw them.
i like erica fongs lecture. she has been my favourite lecturer since the day i took mktg mgt.
im supposed to exercise and loose weight since dunno when. but i did not.
i seriously tink the guy in white cap dah balik kampung oredy. huhu.
i cant use my backpack anymore. at the side and both the straps, dah koyak.
farhan, my msn chat fren since sec 4 i tink or yr 1....we have been debating on whether to meet or not. hah. weird.
filas, my indo chat fren at ym called me yesterday. i was so surprised. didnt expect to get a call from him at indo somemore. honestly, i cant hear indo guys tok in bahasa...coz i will melt. heh. ya da ya da ya da. but im hepy tt im able to tok to him in bahasa. heh.
how many hehs have i type in here?
mil's birdae is this fri.
i seldom talk to my sis lately. she's having the O level syndrom.
im supposed to read notes on my entrepreneurship module but im bloggering now. i tink im gonna like this module.
im supposed to complete mu e-svs tut. supposed to.
i saw "journalism writing" at the photocopy shop today. i envy those in media mgt.
i didnt noe engineering sch (or isit design or multimedia) got quite a lot of good looking chinese guys. hehehe. catch them at food junction if u want.
im still waiting for bayu to pass me the cd. i want to listen to their songssssss.
i want to buy tt english indie cd...isit call HAL? or sumtin...i dunchno.
its 12.15 now. im sleepy.
linah drove her beettle at
11:51 PM
Monday, November 07, 2005
its about PEOPLE today - an emo entry
today i met
jasmine
evon
shamimi
chew hui
filza
geoffrey
they're my tep friends. for some, i seldom talk to them. and for some, we're close during tep. point is, i realised i miss them. emo sia but i felt heppy meeting them although its juz for a short talk. ive yet to meet ifah and gel. guysss, where r u????????
i had lunch wid eda today and it was oke. i dunno why i felt shy when i met her. hah. its not as if im mtg a guy or wat man. mebbe after so long nvr meet and talk like we used to do. its farnie when u actually hev a silent fight and now u meet like nothing happen. for now, i juz hope for the best.
teddy approached me at msn. im surprised as usual wid the mixed feeling. i cant believe it tt my sis said she would miss the dude when i told her tt he's off to jepun. mebbe because beruang is her tutor. was. i mean was her tutor. altho for a pretty short while. it was a hari raya wish from him in the msn. i need to let this off my chest...hmm...nazzie would be thinking im crazie...but heck...i actually miss those chatting sessions wid teddy. nothing less nothing more. juz the chatting sessions. but tt was like 2 yrs back. time past pretty fast huh? but im glad after 2 yrs, we're still friends. dude, if u ever read this, im wishing u all the best when ure in jepang. maju terussss pantang mundurrrr. =D
finallie i had Mac today.
topi putih
dimana sosok itu
sebenarnya mata ini ingin melihat
mungkin topi putih sudah pulang
linah drove her beettle at
9:54 PM
hi blog...how r u?
ohya slamat hari raya to all friends and readers..maaf zahir batin. hehe..kinda late huh?
hmmm....sch was oke for the 1st wk. i tink. and surprisingly, i was dissappointed for sleeping in my 1st lecture for the new sem. hah. i was so dissappointed tt i felt sad when i went home. tt sound so "erk" but yeah.
but i noe im gg to struggle completing the tuts for the nxt 13 or 15 wks. huackss. i hate tuts man.
the other day i confessed in my blog tt eda n me drifted apart since events tep. but i cant believe it tt things might change. hah. i nvr expect it tho coz its been months. and so yeah...we'll see. i hope everything is fine by then. we're gg to hev lunch tog 2ml at Mc.
and finallieeeee i can eat again at Mc.....hehehe...err yeah.
im supposed to go for napfa last fri but i did not. hee...well...im not gg to pass it anyway. i remember crying for not being able to pass my standing broad jump when i was in p4 or p5. erk.
i tot i got a lot to pour in here but now..i dunno wat else. okelah. slamat mlmZzz -_- bloggerku.
p/s: blog, how old r u already?
linah drove her beettle at
1:44 AM
ohya slamat hari raya to all friends and readers..maaf zahir batin. hehe..kinda late huh?
hmmm....sch was oke for the 1st wk. i tink. and surprisingly, i was dissappointed for sleeping in my 1st lecture for the new sem. hah. i was so dissappointed tt i felt sad when i went home. tt sound so "erk" but yeah.
but i noe im gg to struggle completing the tuts for the nxt 13 or 15 wks. huackss. i hate tuts man.
the other day i confessed in my blog tt eda n me drifted apart since events tep. but i cant believe it tt things might change. hah. i nvr expect it tho coz its been months. and so yeah...we'll see. i hope everything is fine by then. we're gg to hev lunch tog 2ml at Mc.
and finallieeeee i can eat again at Mc.....hehehe...err yeah.
im supposed to go for napfa last fri but i did not. hee...well...im not gg to pass it anyway. i remember crying for not being able to pass my standing broad jump when i was in p4 or p5. erk.
i tot i got a lot to pour in here but now..i dunno wat else. okelah. slamat mlmZzz -_- bloggerku.
p/s: blog, how old r u already?
linah drove her beettle at
1:44 AM