hepy birtday nazzie if ure reading this....im sory but ur birthdae present would be a belated one..hurhur... i feel like crying for the reasons i dunno y...and its saturday afternoon somemore...how sick can i be..erk.

ohya ohya...gd news..hee...yesterday my booth sold 3 dell laptops to 3 china students who stays in the same flat and all pay in hard cash. can u imagine? all these thks to yan er...he's really..i dunno how to say...if i got 5 thumbs..i would give 5 thumbs up to him...but now i wonder if that money is not a fake one..since sharifah said the sch shld hev a censor to recognize or approve the money hmmm

and after since a long time, i actually enjoy being a salesperson once again..huehuehue...thks to BATA...huahuhaa...

hmmm...wat else...ev-rs is gg to end soon..3 more weeks...and i've got the feeling oredy that i would miss my teamates and ev-rs...hmmmm...

finally yesterday i had a gd nite sleep...weekends is wat i always wait nowdays...hurhur...

this is wat i found when i browse tru my file...

Usia

Jam berdetik

Denting berbunyi

Berjalan sudah waktu
Bersama usiaku

Ku tak rasa putaran dunia

Tapi ku dapat melihat putaran jam

Usiaku hanyut bersama waktu

i still tink i shld add another line to the 2nd para...any idea or phrases to offer? hehehe

there's someting missing, oke i want to go and mandi....heh heh...yawnZzz...

linah drove her beettle at 11:56 AM

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

penat...
monoton tiap hari
8.30 - 6
sigh

i wished i could come back to classical now
or at least get on wid my next stopover
im sick of event mgt (yes i noe i did say its fun and i still belief its fun..it is)

it fair is on thurs
i wonder wld it be a success?
my gut says 50/50
shit

i wonder wats in store for us 2ml
rush...rush....
yeahp we're inefficient...
fooked

i want to disappear
nah....tts a loser....to disappear...
by hook or by crook
i juz want to get it over and done wid

ofis hour sucks
at least for now
speaking of which,
when can i hev my block leave man?

tis entry supposed to be a puisi..but it turned out otherwise....i need to write some puisi...the urge is there...my heart is heavy and im missing sumone i dunno who...ergh....i tink im sick. i juz cant wait for nxt tues for the event to end.

ohya, we've got an ICA coming up...grp work...im excited abt it but this whole situation juz brings the mood down...michelle insist on drawing lots to split ourself up but its pretty obvious who wants to work wid who..so i dun see a point of drawing lots. and she said if we draw lots, then its our luck...bla bla bla...wat the toot lah...its very obvious who wants to work wid who already...oke i repeated this twice...erk. duh. huackss.....bt neh..bluargh...

ohya, this cashier at mac said tengkiu to me in bahasa. i wished i cld reply in bahasa but i said thank you instead. i've learnt loads of bahasa gaul but cant seem to apply it..ish...and i really got the urge to tok in bahasa. oke, tts my fettish. ignore me. btw roanne, if ure reading this, can teach me tagalog? i only noe kahitna mahal kita...huhu

its 11.05. hmmmmmmmmmmmm i want to sleep.

linah drove her beettle at 10:28 PM

Monday, May 23, 2005

when im doin ppt, my comp screen is yellow and when ive finish doing it and close the progam, my screen is back to normal...hmmp...foooked lah...can sum angel put at least $2000++ in my back account..so tt i can get a laptop? its for a gd course u noe..to do sch work...heh...yeah right...but true wat...anyone want roti kirai? huruhur..burp.

linah drove her beettle at 10:18 PM

Saturday, May 21, 2005

oh no...im in love again.....dum dum dum....it was nice man....at last i got to hear speda baru live...huee..tt guy wid the goatee looks like my last time sup...hauhuaa.....so wat? its noting actually.

linah drove her beettle at 10:27 PM

Friday, May 20, 2005

today is juz one of those day that i wished i could disappear...everythings not right...but i noe wat i did this morning at least gave my team tt sense of urgentness...i tink so...looked like it...and i overcome my gengsi today..i barely had anything today..i want to go n eat. i wish i could go back to the moon with tt bag of mine. heh. without food, im drunk. non-sense.

linah drove her beettle at 11:06 PM

Thursday, May 19, 2005

its was a nice one..themarilyns played two of their songs and other cover songs..nicelah..hurhuur...hideout is a nice place..cosy...and therefore my drink cost $5..ergh...its damn ex for a drink but wat do u expect rite...tt 7sunday guy looked very familiar...is he from nyp? but he sang like hantu tgh nyanyi lah...no offence but yeah...ironically ppl clapped...and thks to aidah&her bf for accompanying..hurhuhur...at least i dun feel like a tiang lampu...doink. ohya got one guy, i liked his hair but i tink its a lil bit too long for him...heh. btw the mac near sg river is stylo...noice...and i tink im beggining to love my team members i dunno y. the next thing i noe, i dun like them. erk. watever. alamak...the show really nice ah...oke, now i can go and sleep. gd nite. i want to meet twin in my dreams.

linah drove her beettle at 1:56 AM

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

yesh...im hepy...coz father let me go watch e marilyns 2ml...huahuaa...but i told one lie...erk...all in all...11.30 back at home. heh

linah drove her beettle at 11:48 PM

Friday, May 13, 2005

alow bloggerku....i hope i can get u a new template soon...IF i get one nice purple template....hehe...now i like purple...:p

my mood's been up&down...at times i would be hepy n enjoy toking...next, i would juz prefer to keep quiet...pms? mebbe..hah

at times, ppl ard me make me confuse...to believe or not to believe them...sometimes...ppl around me make me confuse of my ownself...i've always got this weird feeling...of tinking that ppl tink im weird?..dunnolah...but i feel weird at times...huhu

tep tis week was...erm...fun plus not fun..heh...today we all had to do the peer appraisal form...and yesh..i tink i did condemn some of them...i noe they're gonna hate me for the rest of their life...mebbe...or even they are already hating me...but tts the truth wat...so wat do u expect me to do? i might be rude at times...i might be looney at times...i might be blur at times..i might not contribute good&creative&realistic idea at times...but i noe i did my work when its assigned to me...altho i noe aft tt some ppl wouldnt be satisfied of it...but hey..i dun mind them editing my work if its for the better...i like it when my team members lazing ard at our table reading mags...toking...play games on my fren's hp...but when it comes to work....the tense among all of us...some politics on how we shld handle our work n stuffs...its gonna be like erm...5 more weeks....i juz hope we can work well together and erase the attitude of delaying on completing the task...hoping hoping...to cheryl...if ure reading this...do u tink its gonna happen? to work well together? y? coz from the start and until now, i noe and believe that events management is a fun thing...and i hope to go tru tt fun. btw, i have accumulated 30mins of lateness...can some angel shout at me to be punctual?

anyone noe where is cicular road? i wanna catch themarilyns..but its at 9pm till late....ergh..nvm

tis wk, i've learnt sumtin...everyone has ego...but its either they are egoistic or not...plus evryone has attitude...but its either they show their attitude or control their attitude...i wonder where i stand and wonder where i stand in my frens' and family's mind...hmmm

ohya...bik liza called and told me 2ml no need tuition due to some reason...and yeah my first pay from bik liza got extended....arghh...plus if i no need teach bazli 2ml...tt means i can see beruanggggggggg.....huahuhauaa...i bet beruanggg dun even care..like duh...but now i wished i can teach bazli 2ml...coz when's beruang's in de house...i feel ignorance....i hope wat i juz typed out is wrong..heh..in my dreamsssssss...i tink its time for me to stop telling "zoo stories on a saturday" coz its not gonna lead to anywhere...but hey....its my uneg-uneg...huhu...i hope there's elephant or zebra or giraffe or erm...horse! that would come into my life (or mebbe another beruang?)..
hehe...oke...i noe its bad to relate ppl wid animals...hehe..but its juz a nick to represent oneself...NICK...so its oke...LoL

hmmm....im begining to love MUA more and more...but sumtimes i would feel sick of it...

there's always buts lah....wat if buts dun exist...i tink everything would be smooth like hell...hah

heard tt s07 is out wid their new album....and padiiiiiiii....when eh i can get their album here in sg?

i dunno wat else to to type to pour my tots....

oke dokie...til then.

linah drove her beettle at 8:36 PM

Sunday, May 08, 2005

good morning bloggerku...

i juz woke up..hehe...straight on the comp...and today's mother day...hurhurhur...had a great sleep last nite..u noe the kinda sleep when ure really tired and juz dozed off when ur body touches the mattress of ur bed...nikmat...ohya its raining on a sunday morning..shiok

yesterday, i met up wid izuana after such a loooooooong time, i didnt count how long tho. im glad that the bond is very much there after so long..hehe..fizah and kamilah couldnt make it for yesterday's outing so only izuana and me...went to bugis..eat, took pictures and then off to esplanade (we managed to catch a band playing there..juz music and no vocal..which i wished they shld hev)..we tok alot..reminiscing those pri sch days..catching up wid wats happening and it came to one point she was saying that i should change my image-i tot i kinda already did, but apparently (isit the correct spelling?) she didnt see it...-..and she was saying that i should hev confidence in myself plus on how to make myself seen when there's guys...erm yeah...it was a fun conversation...but i kept telling her i'm not tt kinda person who can juz dance and be loud...and she kept saying "confidence important gerl"...lol..and yeah i agreed on tt...so i guess i've to work on it? erm..but how to eh? i hev to figure it out myself...hmmm...

ohya, when we're at one of the makeupshop at bugis, there's this one poster of a guy in white...his looks are so so cute and i told that to izuana...i dare telling her coz all around were chinese...as we're toking in mly..but izuana disagree abt the guy on the poster is cute...it kinda went on...and when she pay for her lipgloss at the cashier...i was asking her "nie jepun mari eh?" and to my surprise, the cashier guy answered "korean"...there's a moment of silence for 1 sec...izuana and me both looked at each other coz we're sure he heard about us arguing that the guy on the poster is either cute or not...and i to break tt second of silence i asked "u noe how to speak mly?" coz both us tot he's a chinese wid that metrosxual image. and he smiled...gosh...so paiseh u noe...and aft tt, i tink he purposely said "terima kasih" -instead of thank you- and i was like.."errr...erk..lets get out of here...so malu.." come to think of it...its not malu or paiseh but its farnie..huahuahauah...after which, weirdly, after he toks, izuana find him kinda sexy and hensem and cute and bla bla bla......hahahahhaha....erm but i dun tink so coz i still think think tt guy on the poster is cute...hurhurhr...but i bet nazzie, mil or suahaili or mebbe even gel or even faton think that the guy on the poster is not cute when they see it....which explains my taste....mmm...its obvious...im sux at this...huhu

my right hand aches like when those time after i had my napfa test after the flex-up hang...mebbe due to carrying 7 cakes back to my home first..but i took a taxi tho..and im glad delivering cakes is over...now waiting wats the next personal selling....heh...toking about cakes, i had this intention of giving beruang a piece of nottingham cake but my sister spoil it all by cancelling the tuition...in the end, tt piece which i intended to give, went down her throat...and she still can laugh..urgh...

ohya, house of wax is so good...but at the same time sickening and my heart felt so heavy aft tt...can i chipped in some bahasa here? its -keren tapi meyebalkan- must watch

again, bazli irritates me to the core..its either i hev to find ways to make him sit still or be immuned to wat he is doing...which one?

its roanne's birdae today...hepy birdae my fren! long time no see u oredy...

mmm....i read padi's new cd review few days back...and i truely, madly, deeply wanna get padi's new album..its out 2ml and when it would reach muzika? i dunno when..

kak nora and family came yesterday and she ordered pizza and kfc...and i ate like hell...its free and moreover its my fav...huahuahau....burp burp

its 10.04am now...im hungry again...hee..

linah drove her beettle at 9:00 AM

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

ok good...virgin is already gone...and i didnt managed to catch it..ergh...no big deal no big deal but my heart pain...bluargh...and when u tink the door is actually open...its actually closed...im sleepy..gd nite...

linah drove her beettle at 11:53 PM

Sunday, May 01, 2005

hmmm...i was waiting for this long weekend and now its already sunday...yesterday, bazli was still as usual...cant sit still...arghh....hev to threaten him then he would sit still...a few secs aft tt..again...hah...but its ok..kinda fun reminisnicing (is tt how its spelt?) those time when i hate maths to the core...

went to ikea wid alin to buy mua stuffs...and our stupidity shines, at least for me (doink), when we got tie the diy boxes ourself with the raffia..in the end..zero...juz took the whole stuffs and dump it in the boot..naik teksi lah jawabnya and off to sch to keep the stuffs...i hope i can claim the taxi fare tho...its 10dollars ok...can at least eat for 2 days in sch..then off to tpy...and met faridah..she kept toking abt boyfriends and stuffs...initially i was fine wid it..its normal la to me..at this age..wat else gals would tok abt..boyfriends n stuffs...but she kept dragging abt it until im a lil pissed...but its ok...u noe..theres the term "cuek" hurhurhur...

and its weird when i reached home, my mother was talking about beruang....again, a big sigh...i dun even tink beruang would ever care eh....watever....but i dunno y im hepy that at least beruang did tok to my father and mother....this is so noting...so minor...but yeah..tts wat my sis told me and i smiled...ok stop...later tiger and lions and the giraffe would also come along...im crapping...

tep was fun despite of those conflicting ideas and suggestion and stuffs...but i guess its normal when ure in a team...

went to an nazzie's sis engagement thingy...it was cool...dunno y..but somehow or rather ain and me kinda clique..in other words, boleh ngam..even tho i've met her quite a few times before..

padi's got a new songgggggggg and their album's gonna be out soon...i;ve listen to menanti sebuah jawaban...haiz..fadly's voice...hueee.....and the songs is nice man...

hmmm...there's somethings missing...ohya i managed to sell 7 cakes...huahuahaua...hepy man...

oklah, until here...selamat mlm bloggerku

linah drove her beettle at 9:32 PM