Tuesday, September 28, 2004
mysterious guy
helo blogger...huehee....am in sch lib rite now...all alone...boohoo...wats the goofy saying..."all alone..." bla bla bla...i can nvr complete the sentence..only roanne noes it..huehue...had biz law tut juz now..only one hour...tort of negligence...wat a reasonable man would do...wellllllllll....guess wat, the mysterious guy...eda n me called him tt tho..hehe...he talked to meeee....! haha...noting to brag about but hey, im hepy...wakaka...dah wk 13 baru nak start bebual and only today i realised that he is in the same discussion group with dlm biz law...khkahka...wth...only now noe...
well well, lemme berbagi cerita since i got nothin better to do in the lib (supposedly to be like study-ing) when i entered the clazz, tot daphne would be there tapi dia takde...then i saw they mysterious guy and juz sat a seat beside coz its the place i usually seat ok...kheke...and then alih-alih dia tok to me asking about tut and bla bla bla....and my perception of him on his voice totally change...so diff with his looks...a soft spoken kinda guy...then aft tt ckp pasal exam and i asked him about the study break...dengan confidentnye dia ckp study break week 15 when i noe its juz a short study break...aft tt, when the biz law tutor ckp pasal short study break, dia mcm terperanjat sekejap...kheke..doink! apa dahh...ohya he wore formal wear today tapi mcm berserak gitu..then dia pinjam my lect notes for his presentation...i tot he brought it coz i saw it on his table tho...huehue....then tut all the way...quiet...quiet...and then dah habis tut, i purposely, dun wan to get up first..(coz daphne n me will be the first one to go out aft tut finish)...and when they mysterious guy bgn, dia ckp bubbye kat aku....khaakah....i almost smiled from ear to ear...but but...maintain..haha...
okok...enuf of mysterious guy....got my exam timey starts on the fourteenth of oct...smalam aku kira kira, itss gonna be a very short study break...i am scared indeed...i always wonder how will i go tru the exams everytime when exams ard the corner..esp when i started poly...
later meeting eda at 3..planning to buy bajus...kat town...and i told her i feel like want to mkn besar and yesterday eda suggest sakura...sakura, later i come..naz ajak me to go watch movie on thurs but i got stats lect at night la...ish..cant afford to miss this one..last topic..bluargh...
oritey...i tink better stop here..dunno wat to do..mebbe surfin or read my biz law lects...huhu...
ohya, smalam instead of completing my biz law n econs tut, i did a puisipoem kinda thingy entittled bayu malam....how i wished i could be a guitar and put a melody into tt poem of mine...ok dokies....sampai nanti....
linah drove her beettle at
11:19 AM
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
bolos
listening to terlanjur sayang by memes . . .
alo blogger...i feel the urge to write sumtin in here...:)
today i bolos 2 tuts..biz law n econs..shld i smile, shld i laugh or shld i be angry...or wat? for missing class..bluarghs..
later still got to go sch as theres makeup rehearsal event....but am gonna be late for sure coz b4 tt got to mit carla regarding my mia case n resignation thingy....i want to get all these things over n done wid...kinda scared to mit carla but i noe i have to...who ask me to mia on sat...but hey, i mia on sat, i completed my pom mgt ppt slides and my ne essay...huehue..this is called opportunity cost..khaka...budden the after math is to mit carla later at 4...hmm...scared la..but nvm..i mia..i have to go tru this thingy...bluarghs..
yesterday had stats ica...i didnt really go for lectures for topic b n c...as for the tuts, i hardly do...i cross my fingers for this ica...i memorise the whole thingy..hope it helps tho...and i feel like an idiot doin the 1st Q...i found out it so simple and i felt so stupid aft tt...
esok is my mgt presentation...prepared my speech but belom memorise lagi...i will be e last speaker and got to cover up plus minus 10slides with my 2 page speech within 5 minutes..hmm...got enuf time? tonite gonna practice timing myself...
did my stats tut e juz now n i realised tt i lend my only calculator to my mktg mgt clazmate...and i got to make do wid my mother's calculator ( she always use it to calculate her barang dapur, telur, cakes, flour, etc...hehehe)...but i managed to complete 2 Qs from it..aft tt, mcm geram gitu..tekan susah, i stop doin my stats...i shld've lend my calculator to her aft tt i tink..hehe..bad i noe..but tts wat my brain told me juz now..heheh..
ohya...at last i tok wid tt bs...haha...tts was yesterday...im not all over bs...but whoever noes bs by far, shld noe wat i meant...doink...huhu...also, smalam i saw werewolf...huhuueeu...mebbe i got a crush on this dude coz when i saw him when i had my stats ica...i almost smiled to myslef..haha...eda's gonna find out if she reads this...huhu...
its 2.23 and me got to get ready to mit carla later....wat else is there?....hmmm...well, naz n me has been toking on the fone at nite quite often...shared stories n stuffs..thks to her i got someone to tok to...i am trying to be a good fren to all my frens...coz, i noe tt theres ignorance in me for the dunno how many times...
exams coming man...14 oct? 18 oct? ard there la...have not prepare tt much for all my modules yet...a bit here abit there...wonder how can i go tru it...but somehow or rather, i need to go tru it so tt i can do my tep next sem...i have to go tru tis n get it over..
okies blogger, me wanna -out- to face carla and later making pple up...honestly, its an irony for me to make pple up...my makeup is like shit...but watever it is, im goin there to practice n learn...i have to..again...its always "a have to"..bluarghs...
"walau hatiku berat nak jumpa carla and go for the makeup event, aku kene pergi!"...hehe..doink...
linah drove her beettle at
2:02 PM
Thursday, September 02, 2004
10.40
hies bloggerrrrrrr......u noe watttt? i Am so BoReDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD its one week term break and im supposed to be like "enjoy" it..but i didnt...tts e saddest part..huhu...anyone reading tis entry may find this lame n merepek n crappy and sucky....but go on reading if u want to..=P..dun tell i nvr warn you.....huhu
2ml its already friday and i haben even touch my books.....my mind was set tt to so called catch up my wid my modules during e one week hols but the fact is tt i did not...been slacking at home like a......ermm......eat sleep eat sleep my compie kinda thing...simply put like a pig la..doink!
last tues went to ps wid eda to eat at ph as planned..was ok..then temankan dia pergi shopping at mango...and then zara...and how i wish i could fit into all the clothes in there...and when this feelings happen..i feel sick...forget it now...if i wanna be slim then i shld be doin sumtin abt it...but e fact is tt i did not....y? coz its always done halfway...so im tired of halfwayssssss
and rite now at this very moment im sick or boredom.....i dunno wat to do la...so sian...wanna read up my notes, i might as well doze off...linah linah..sekolah tak kene, holidays tak kene...til when u wanna appreaciate wats given?????? but my other conscious tells me tt "hey, its only sekejap la...the feelings will go off...and dun be so pessimistic.....ure ok" haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......and my other conscious tells me "oi!u need to get some life out there!"....can go bonkers like this tau...huhu
ok, here's the emo part... :s at times, i feel like.....erm.....suddenly everybody seems so far away? its like..i scroll down my phone book...carik org to sms or tok to on the phone but theres actually no one? sounds pathetic i noe..but i need to let it out....but thks to my sister...we had a great chat cum baring session...juz tok, tok n tok...
last of all, im still waiting for degil....
and my previous entry...sudah lali...is another poem i made few days back...it juz come to my mind and i typed it...
planning to watch garfield 2ml aft work....most prob alone..but i dunno if i will...will see how tho...hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm......i want to do something about something......slamat mlm bloggerku -out-
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linah drove her beettle at
10:34 PM
