Wednesday, July 28, 2004
there she goes.....there she goes again.....
harlow blogger..ended class early at 11 and im back at home...woohoo...found replacement at work already heh...makin malas...ck ck ck...
rahsiaku dah terbongkar tapi aku cover cover sket...wuahaha...wth...i got my own reasons for doin it ok...ingat main suka suka ke apa...hmmp...!
last weekend chalet ngan makcik aku and my married sepupus..but they didnt stay overnite...mandi laut..besto..an activity i seldom got a chance to do...next day bgn, wow...so fresh man...keluar je laut...woohoo...aft tt went to wild wild wet...was fun and i like the ular-Q..the best...hehe...shiok...all these thanks to my another sepupu who sponsor everything..hehe..:)
today is juz a short entry, coz i juz feel like writing in here to pour my tots
linah drove her beettle at
1:50 PM
Saturday, July 24, 2004
linah under mia
heh, proud isit under mia? doink..worries me actually...
well, lemme start wid wat happen in sch today...hehe...so hepi~ for some blardy reason. tot up waking up as early as 8 to read up econs but it turned out i woke up at 10.10 like tt, so its like ok forget it...thinking of wat to wear to sch and decided the white blouse got some designs on it would do..my all time favourite top...and finally i noe how to use the eyeliner aft so long huh...try try not perfect and at last bought a pencil eye liner and wala! its a well done at least for me..hehe..ironically im in make up artiste team..im weird...
as usual, on the way to sch, juz felt blank...im numb you see...as i went up to the atrium, and wanting to go to the next level, i tot the escalator is goin down and im lazy to walk up the stairs so i tot of taking the lift..budden when i walk further away from the escalator, i realised its going up to the second level! my eyes really played a trick on me...or am i juz day dreaming..lalala...im always blur...arghh...forget it..
this is the best part..kheke...lift pun sampai tingkat tiga and out i go. as i walked towards block D, juz walked n walked and suddenly out of the blue, ZzaZa came out! i was stunned and im shocked..i hope my expression dont show tt im shocked tho...i really really really tot that ZzaZa is out of nyp as in graduate olready la..but nope! still in sch..if not y would he be in block D out from the tutorial room somemore...i was shocked and at the same time ZzaZa saw me..heheh...perst time eye contact...doink~ and at tt time, theres no pple en between when we passed by each other..i was alone so i cant possibly smile to anyone there right..aft a while i juz looked away...but yeah cant help smiling and right aft tt, i msg naz..hehe...the whole thingy happened so fast but yet so, erm..fulfilling? heh...i dunnno how to describe it la..:D :D :D
aft sch, have to go to work budden i dunno why today i tink twice of goin to work...im sick of it actually...of the mon to fri sch then fri to sun work thingy...not tt i hate my work and the colleagues and the workplace tt bad..but juz felt i tink i shld stop a.k.a. quit. i decided not to come to work and taddaa...im missing in action...the feeling of being mia sux i tell you..coz u noe why? i was at far east plaza juz now when im supposed to be working, and i saw my supervisor...i was damn shocked and managed to not let him see me...and somemore at hmv, i saw my csc colleagues...geez...my heart almost dropped u noe...im mia and seeing my supervisor and colleagues gave me that feeling of..u noe...supposed to go work and i mia..2ml i also work but decided to juz mia again coz theres chalet at east coast wid several family members..mia 2 days...n i dun tink i wanna take mc tomorrow..
i've decided to quit csc as i tink its better for me to juz sch n study and do my own stuffs instead of mon to fri work and then fri to sun work...then when will i spent my time home? another thing, when i wanna go out, at least i got the whole weekend for myself...and also, im scared as for this week, i dun really do my tuts for sch...so, yeah...tink sch life is much more better ya? hehe...
went out wid eda n naz juz now, bought a new pair of shoe that i dont expect to buy, i juz want a new look tts all but i hope it wont look weird on me...i always feel weird...bluarghhh
hmmmmm, had quite a nice conversation wid teddy bear on msn on one of the days this week...but theres one part tt really, erm...i dunno how to say...asked abt my love life and how am i supposed to ans? i juz replied the suttled way, he really tinked i moved on yeah...but im juz so stupid of not moving on...juz so stupid...i dun even care if he read this or wat he'll tink...its weird u noe when tt someone noe u like him/her but still can ask how your lovelife is and asked if you have seen his/her gf/bf photo...asking all that questions when he/she noes that you got a feeling for them...but above all, i bear no grudges on him or anyone...he's still a fren, if not he wont even bother to chat wid me...tts wat i told myslef...its juz me whom i bearing grudges wid...told you im weird...i juz wonder when can i juz erase those feelings for him...all i want is to NOT have those feelings towards him anymore and only then, i like being his fren...so, when he ever chat wid me again about him missing his gf, i wont be jealous..get wat i mean?????
oklah, tink better stop here...guess i really expressed to much in here..its my blogger anyway...daah~
linah drove her beettle at
12:29 AM
Sunday, July 18, 2004
happy.tired.sleepy.want to eat.smiles.wonders.
alow! how ya blogger? muehehe...well, today like any other normal sats, i went to work...but before that, went to naz house and we went to pierce reservoir! so called wanna do some brisk walking but turned out to be a strolling session but nevertheless, we did sweat..hehe..sourgrape..duh...at the park, we saw this bird we assumed an eagle...we saw it flying like those in teevee...LoL..serious no kiddin...this eagle flew round n round as in flew in circle few meters above the reservoir..was scared initially but nothing happen..its eagle ok..LoL..the trip to pierce reservoir was nice..too bad i dun have my digicam wid me...and then step healthy beli fruit juice..kheke...ish ish...b4 work, go had a shower and i wanna thks naz for the shampoo n shower foam..hehe...smells gd! and wid the mendak feeling, we went off to work..yesterday over the phone n today talk alot wid naz...some craps...eh, no..actually lotsa craps..some kinda serious, was there? hehe..some stuffs she shared, i shared...hehe...at least lepas semua beban aku kat dlm...thks fren! :D overall aku happy and naz made my day yest n today...muehehe...
this comin schd for work came out liao..and i got to work on a sat...arghh..req for off still kena work..i dun care..if tak dpt mc, im gonna be mia...who cares..haha...and i'll be working for the few of the weekdays...shitto...gimme sun only off then weekdays oso keje..like duh..i requested for sat n sun to be my off day and tts why weekdays i put i can work..to cover up..but then? arghh..forget it...siow~
one of the weekdays this week, sumtin happened and i kinda hate it coz its like stupid..but at the same time kinda liek "ehhhh"..boleh gitu? hehe...nah..juz like it happens once in a blue moon....or shld i say once in a blur moon? lol...was happy and dissappointed at the same time...weird huh...juz hope everythin is fine there for tt someone huh...ya da ya da..stupid me..naz was asking me sumtin and i ans "entah" and she said its a gd start or rather a gd answer...wat im toking here? haiz...one thing, its HARD ok???? yawnZzz
ohya, suddenly naz asked me about hows gemok buncit when she jolly well noe i dunno...hahaha...budden it brings back some sweet old memories for me..its like all happened when im in sec 1...those were the cute old days..hehe...i oso dunno where gemok buncit is...hmmm...where ar? -_-
wat else...hmmmmm...tink gonna get goin now..wanna sleep...i miss my cokelat cd first album...hiks...where can i get it? e other day, went to find utopia oso takder...i need new songs bebeh...au revoir.
linah drove her beettle at
12:11 AM
Saturday, July 10, 2004
alow..bloggerku...
first wk of sch was ok...met lotsa new pple as i got a few diff classes...joined..erm..2 yr 1 classes for macro n stats theory...kinda like tercampak here n there lah basically...me n eda didnt managed to get all into the same class and i'm like have to be "independent"...LoL..yeah...im not trying to be sourgrape here but of coz, right now im learning how to be one and i want to be one meaning i want to be independent, exclude being independent at home for the moment coz i got my parents and at home, im a spoilt brat...doink~considered im lucky to have parents like my parents but on the other hand im sure scared as i noe one day i have to be independent all alone right? thinking abt these do scare me...
back to sch, i noe this sem is gonna be a tough one..7 modules in all, exclude 2 which is kinda considered light, they would be NE and French..yesh..french man..hehe..abeh action eh..haha..so left wid 5 modules, stats needs me to practice same for macro, so left 3 modules which needs me to understand, memorise kinda thing...which would be the pom, mktg mgt n biz law..so far, the biz law module is the interesting one...but its only one week, so, hopefully, biz law WOULD be the interesting one? hehe...doink~
lately been kinda low...i dunno y, keep thinking about me...its like i have lots of things to correct myself, felt tt sumting wrong somewhere wid me...depression? stress? but over what? or maybe i noe wat it is, but juz being cuek over it? this's not healthy man...and i noe now i sound like a mad person..forget it blog...and yup, at the same time, im scared i would drive away the pple around me as i noe at times, i have that ignorance n dun care feeling and dun pay attention feeling and the last thing on my mind was to hurt the pple ard me...
yest had a "short" fun outing wid naz, took neoprints thingy...had fun...aft tt straight to work wid the new promotions...and when i stepped into csc, juz felt "eh, quite long im not here already" but actually its only 3 days..weird..
juz, just now, went to bugis village wid eda aft work...take some pics wid my stupid normal pose, honestly, i dunno how to pose over the camera..juz normal pose would be fine...AND and i wanted to try new top..and i bought one :D hee...thks to eda for lots of recommendation of wat to wear along wid the top and suggesting me to get the top which im falling in love wid..hehe...feeling like making a collection for those kinda tops in future...oso bought this esprit so called pencil case cum make-up bag, and wallet...each for 12 dollars man..hehe..kinda proud...haha..coz initially when i saw the pencil case thingy its 19 dollars and now i bought it for 12 dollars..hehe..:P sumtimes patience does pay? hehe...ya da ya da...ohya bought a new watch yest for 10 dollars...right now my concscious is telling me "linah, ure flaunting wat u bought in ur blogger???" haha...yeah..on mon planning to wear my new top to sch..hee...hopefully nothing change my mind by then..see...how undecisive i am?
linah drove her beettle at
11:20 PM
Sunday, July 04, 2004
trip to batam???
yesterday was my perst trip to indonesia at batam...was kinda excited initially but it turned out boring~yawnz~ this is due to rush essneess...hehe..got such word? another word is kelam kabut..but i cant blabber coz the trip was to settle some family stuffs...so i juz followed..however, i do have some stories and thoughts to share :) hehe..like sourgrape gitu, but i enjoyed keeping quiet and juz enjoyed looking around the island..coz i cant see tt in spore...but most of it was viewed inside van meaning i was in the van most of the time when i observed coz other than tt, cuma masuk hotel for rehat and then pi makan kat seafood ala ala kukup..here it goes..
12.50 board the ferry...almost 1 hour trip to batam naik ferry named sumtin raider...ard 2pm waktu sg aku dah kat tempat chop chop..hehe..aka, immigration la..while waiting to be chopped, i watched the tv which was quite far...the actor seems familiar and i realised tt one of them was dono...and suddenly i remembered i read dono's novel during the first few weeks of hols...aft chopping, mak aku tukar uang indonesia..kheke..berjuta juta tak terkira..and the first thing came to my mind was, "how am i goin to buy stuffs here? dun even noe how to look at the price tag and pay..kalau tak tau, nasib tak baik, sure kene tipu ngan org jualan..."
and then walked ahead and ramai taksi drebars...while waiting for a someone to pick us up, i saw this dude similar to lead actor kat eiffel im in love beb...similar to samuel rizal i tink the name of the actor...kherkheeer...i stood there in awe...LoL..boleh gitu? ~_~ van yg ditunggu telah tiba, satu per satu kaum keluarga aku masuk mcm sardin..bayangkan, 9 orang dlm van..terhempet-hempet...i barely sit...its like in between sit and standing and at the same time making my head tak terhantuk...kaki ngan pinggang aku cramp siol...aku bukan fit, abeh so called "duduk" in tt position, tahan ajela...tapi dlm hati cursing! wakaka..
i was in the middle so i took the opportunity to look ard as there's the windscreen in front of me...baru berapa minit je aku nampak pawagam dia and i was looking for any indo movies kat billboard dia...and suddenly i saw Eiffel Im in Love..i dun noe if tts the first or the extended one..and how i wished i could watch tt movie at tt point of time..feel like jumping out of the van aje...hehe...so near but yet so far...
and then, at the trafik light, when the van stopped i saw men and a few boys selling newspapers on the road...always seen it on tv, but yest i seen it wid my own eyes...on top of that, theres lots of erm...tis is wat my fren told me la...pedagang kaki lima wid the gerobak..hehe...i dunno wats the word actually but they're those stall vendor jualan wid the vehicle and then got tempe goreng, mee bakso and stuffs...yeah..i saw lotsa them...while turning my head left right front...my sepupu whom im not tt rapat wid coz she's my real sepupu's wife...get it? heh..nvm...yeah..she asked the driver, rio, when the voting day...rio answered back its on tis comin mon and then i heard he spoke to himself "tak usah vote la"..hehe..i kinda giggle at his ans..its like "boleh gitu tanak vote?" but yeah, i noe tt at indo, u wanna vote, vote, dunwanna vote, dun vote...mcm mcm...
and one more thing, the signboard kata sana semua mcm menggelikan hati aku..hehe..cant help giggling..even the shopping ctr name..ok example there's this shpg ctr named jodoh..and then ada satu signboard kat jln raya "jalan tertib lalu lintas" or sumtin like tt...theres's lots of poster and billboards kat batam and then i noticed there's a few A4 papers sticked onto a trafik light about the voting for presiden for indonesia...
aft abt 30mins to 45mins, rio searched for hotel for us to istirahat...we didnt booked u see, jadi kinda "alamak full house" and then "y not try hotel depan sana" kinda thing...dah dpt hotel...fuyoo...hotel lima bintang...bilik ish...besto...sayangnya aku tak overnite..then my pakcik bought kfc...i would have followed him to buy kfc if i'd noe i'll be spending most of the time at the hotel, coz if i follow him, i can see more of batam mah..haiyo~and guess wat? kfc diorang ada jual nasi...hehe...interesting kan...initially my mother passed around the unfold food saying "burger burger" and it turned out to be rice...all of us mcm surprised gitu..hehe...
and so i took the opportunity to watch the shows on teevee as back at home, when im able to watch sctv n rcti, gambar slalu tak clear...and i watched this SMA competititon thingy in between wid cerita KASUS KASUS or sumting and the HOW TO VOTE AND HOW THE VOTING SYSTEM IS DONE sempena the presiden election for indonesia thingy...
and then, mlm mkn kat so called "kukup" like the one at johor...i ate kankong...wakaka..lawak linah...nvr eat tt before coz i dun like...then i see like got no lauk, so i ate the vege..oklah..not bad...then got crab, got udang, got..erm..i dunno i always mixed this up...kerang, siput, mussels or wat la..wa cen de pu ce tau...but got shell one..then at the bontot ko the tajam thingy..
aft the burps n burping, went back inside the van and head off to the ferry terminal to go back to sg...along the way, altho is at nite, i still open my eyes big big to look around the place at batam...and i saw this couple seating outside and was looking at one point..then i realised they were watching teevee from outside their house..maybe if inside, panas, so they duduk luar...there's lots of motors and the pembonceng duduk style...tak duduk mcm duduk motor betol betol ar..duduk one side..mereng gitu..hehe..tak jatuh pulak you..and the jalan takder trafik light and its like jammed and crowded..mcm tak teratur..only when nak dkt dkt to the ferry terminal, the road ada trafik light..and yeah..tts my boring story...
take damn few pics there coz its like not an appropriate occasion to take pics as we're there to deal some family matters...so, below are the 2 pics i managed to snap when the pple ard me didnt notice...
above is the view outside the hotel room
and this was one of the nicest scenery on earth i've seen and it happen to be at batam..sunsetting..
ohya! i forgot to add here...when nak balik, was seating outside this kedai baju baju and the radio played lagu dewa beb..wooohoo....before tt was marcel and then ruth sahanya and then dewa...hehe...cant experience tt in sg...khekhe...i loike!
linah drove her beettle at
8:13 PM