senyum

hehe...so hepy....coz went to musica records..niat nak beli cokelat n dewa...eir new album...but turn out i bought cokelat n eiffel im in love...wuahaha....nice songs....sempat tanya saleman dia when will e vcd dtg spore...then he said not sure...and he said tt usually the ost will come out 1st...then e vcd...wonder when...cokelat power....eiffel im in love cool...and when im out of musica records...i smiled from ear to ear...LoL....smile like e grinch...khekehe...

then watch pernikahan dini...hehe....the son so cute sia...but one thing...they changed the son at times...as if pple didnt notice...budden who cares ait...hehe...my fav hero down there...LoL...aft tt got this mtv ampuh or sumtin...cool man...aku rasa tu show baru kat suria...cuma videoklip belum habis diorg dah move on to the next one...urgh...only got to watch a full videoklip of iwan fal and project pop...and the project pop videoklip was damn cute n funny sia...hehehe...

ar....then juz now sebelum kluar...got tis mly salegal n a mat sailor...diorg nak survey about the lux vaccuum then my bapak not at home....my mother didnt let them in as my father's not in budden the gal like forcing...and i hate this type of forcing...mcm apa sey...tepaksalah aku turun bwh wid them carik my father...along e way, tis omputih asked my name and aku jawab la...then got to noe nama dia ted from sweeden negeri orang putih sana...(dlm hati aku...was like..wuah...sweeden siot...jauh...)shake hands and org putih kan mcm affectionate (or is tt e rite word, i dunno) when they meet pple, shake hand and mcm hold ur back liek tt...and im very awkward to tt when the mat sailor did tt to me...call me ulu of stiff...who cares...and then got to noe the salesgal name nasseem....and i find it mcm kelakar kan...nama mcm lelaki...LoL...watverla....

baru tadi check my email..about this zodiac in egypt...

PTAH
- God of Truth
(April 10 to May 2)

Ptah' s people are very sincere and have to be careful to avoid being hurt in romance. You'll find your Mr/Ms Right practically on your doorstep because you've known him/her for a long time. Because he's / she's a down-to-earth type who appreciates sincerity, he'll / she'll be attracted to you sooner or later, so don't be pushy when you recognise him /her.

linah drove her beettle at 12:59 AM

Friday, December 12, 2003

took some pics juz now which i hev been longing to take....all these pics were taken kat belakang rumah aku...kat dapur...

linah drove her beettle at 1:25 AM

Monday, December 08, 2003

WOHHOOO
akhirnya...dah siap...walaupun simple, im hepy n satisfied but im sure theres more i got to learn bout this webbie n blogger thingy...hehehe...best...my next misi is to add the comment thingy...and need to edit the archieve thingy...cukup memuaskan..hehehe..

linah drove her beettle at 9:38 PM

another day
smalam mintak tlg eda wid my blog..still on progress...im still very blur wid this blogger templating...thanx eda for ur help =)

tis morn supposed to sit for econs sup paper but i didnt go...didnt even study...so what for i go rite...honestly, from a-z of microecons i dunno a thing..cuma ppc curve and how much marks does tt concstitue to the paper? 2ml theres stats supp paper...and at most i will get is 30 marks if i didnt make careless n stupid mistake..tts for topic f&g..yg lain...bo liao...hikz..i dun noe wat tlah happen to me..makin malas belajar..loose interest...i wanna study but the sight of econs n stats (even accounts) juz pissed me off...tried loving the modules tho...its hard...im becoming from bad to worse...i didnt like math n science during my sec school days..but theres no such feelings as hatred towards those subs...and i studied although i noe i wont do tt well...math lagi..i dun really like...but wid all e practice i managed to pull through...and i enjoy those practising honestly...but now..its diff...totally diff...i dunno if theres sumting wrong wid me...URGH.....

this morn woke up je my father scolded me for using the other memory stick kad...hikz...1st thing in e morning got scolded...haiz..wat a way to start a day...all e way i juz kept quiet..dunwanna argue...if argue sure cry..so better shut up my self until even after i bathe, my father kept saying it..trus takder mood nak duduk kat luar, aku masuk bilik and here i am...

today supposed to go out wid nazurah gi jln2 kat orachard tgk tgk baju tapi cancelled..she got sumting on...which even makes me no mood...skarang tak tau apa nak buat...i guess juz laze around at home...

-aku BINGUNG-

linah drove her beettle at 1:13 PM

Saturday, December 06, 2003

no big deal but i've to write it down

hi blogger...dia approached aku lagi...tis time he asked bout my sis...it seems like long time adik aku tak bebual dengan dia...weird...and as usual perbualan kite stop halfway..and i hate it....but now its diff...he tok to me and i cant be hepy mcm gilerr..i keep reminding myself tt...its no more a big deal but i've to write it down...

linah drove her beettle at 1:09 AM

Friday, December 05, 2003

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linah drove her beettle at 2:07 AM

Thursday, December 04, 2003

aits...tgh surf net and he's juz online...teddy..i tink he's back in singapore in his hostel now since he's online in the middle of the day...(again like i noe it all) dah lama dia tak online..and suddenly his nick pop up..my heart kinda skipped and felt...aiayah i dunno how to say...somemore keep telling myself...no more liao...aiyah he ol..so? big deal ar gerl? urgh!!!

when saw his nick, me put myself in offline mode...scared la..then alvin juz called telling i missed econs rem..wat e tut...its on the cms instead of school webbie..got some tips from him..then got no choice to put myself in an onilne mode coz i need to tell eda too...few secs aft tt, he approached me..saying "selamat hari raya, maaf lahir batin" again my heart skipped n theres a big smile on ma face...crap...i shldn be dwelling bout this but cant help it...nak bilang siapa lagi if not my blogger to pour my tots n feelings ait? got to noe he's juz back one hour ago...then aft telling eda e stuffs, i make a move saying me gtg liao...if can i wanna hev a conversation wid him...budden again...wat for rite? so i tell him tt me gtg, cya ard n gd day plus tt coconut tree emoticon..trus aku sign off.

linah drove her beettle at 12:51 PM

harlow blogger....

smalam went out wid my sec sch frens jln raya its was olrite but nazurah was not with us..so its like sumtin missing. met my frens yg dah lama tak jumpa, 1 or 2 kinda changed a bit..

met mohd also...dah lama jugak tak nampak dia...when meet like terubat jugak rindu...muehehe.....dun get me wrong but used to work wid him at bata...there were times when we balik sama sama after werk...even went to aml lib wid him...LoL...nvr been close wid him when im in sec sch but somehow or rather lepas habis sec sch bleh rapat pulak...or maybe bcoz we used to werk at the sama place..funny n crapy guy la tt one.

back to the jln raya, 1st jumpa kat hasanah's house and from there we start our journey...the whole thingy was olrite but one thing i noticed, kat satu satu rumah tu...salam, minum air then ada yg siapkan makanan then duk sekejap trus ok mintak diri dulu...then salam then dpt duit raya..dah 17 ooi..paisey lah actually..one thing i noe this jln jln raya mengeratkan lagi tali silaturahim (it's dzul's phrase time mlm claz wid cikgu maimunah) among us frens, budden visiting from house to house, to me la eh, its all like muka muka la...its like a two faced thingy..i dunno how to put it la...erm..hard to explain...coz diff pple hev diff tots abt it i guess...the last house was ridhuan's and kat sana...best...the food was nice...hehehe..rumah taufik the mee also nice...my fav also la..hehe...eat only i noe..then back at home kul 11 gitu...aft lazing ard sekejap baru terasa sakit kat kaki aku...tsk tsk tsk...i left the grp at 10 while the others still have like 3 more houses to go to...again, in my opinion la...dah mlm, its like not nice la to go to pple's house..aft 10...its ok if the owner tak kisah...but its like disturbing. oh ya...got take 4 pics wid them wid my dig cam..my beloved dig cam..hehe..oh..another thingy, zila, eni n hasanah kept toking like indon style...which makes me think of teddy whos gonna be back to spore 4 dec, thats wat he told me la...which is today...juz this morning, i even mimpi that he's online wid e nick TeDdY BeaR....LoL...he's back in spore and i tink left only one sem for him untuk kuliah disini...which starts nxt yr most prob...(aku nie aksen tau aje erk) then aft tt dah graduate and he's back to indon forever..no more in singapore..wow..wat am i toking now...the more i tok, the more i think im gonna like...erm...miss him? hikz..those were the days...

then after bathing, i still can eat 2 roti prata bapak aku belikan..hee..nice, sedap...mkn lagi...mcm mana bdn nak turun erk...lepas tu relek relek kejap..baru masuk bilik...apa lagi..TEEDO time...and today its another day..hope evrything goes well for me, yeehaa =D

linah drove her beettle at 12:35 PM

Tuesday, December 02, 2003

Aku NganTuK!!!

hikz hikz hikz.....aku tadi dah nak start belajar stats, mcm boring....dgr lagu cokelat yg heavy sket, ingat boleh tahan ngantuk....tapi hampa....ngantuk sey bila aku tgk numbers nie semua...wat tlah happen to me? getting lazy to belajar...tsk tsk....GERAM BEB! used to hev tt second tot of changing coz...now its coming back...now, wondering y im in biz...bloody tut...haiz...niat to pass the sup paper kadang kadang kuat tapi bila bukak buku to belajar....wat can i say man...all tt feelings of hatred to the module comes back...if this happen evry sem, wat shld i do....aku GERAM, BORING, SEDIH, BENGANG!!!!

linah drove her beettle at 7:45 PM

Monday, December 01, 2003

went to two houses juz now, 1st to paman said then to cik rosnah..met an interesting person..kat rumah paman said.

"assalamualaikum"...then came a man ...."waalaikumsalam." he's wearing kemeja biasa wid blue jeans. he wears specs which i tink the degree is high...tebal lens dia..sekali lihat, dia seperti pakcik pakcik biasa...

nvr meet him before and i got to noe from my mother that he is bik mimi's elder bro.

after siting for a while then kite dijemput untuk ke ruang makan...from there, the pakcik i juz known whom i initially considered mcm pakcik pakcik biasa is actually a person yang begitu...how shld i say....nvm...

my father started a conversation wid him...mcm biaser i got no one to tok to at pples house other than my sis, i listen to their conversation..he's 59 yrs old, keje kapal and got a menado wife back at indon...he stays there but werk kat spore...he even said that kat sana satu bln punye belanja is only 200 dollars spore...imagine..wow...

trus dia bebual stuffs that i dun quite understand however, i find it interesting to listen to...he loves to read books and from the way he tok, i tink he really read lotsa books...

but one thing that capture my interest was wat he said about him reading kitab suci al-quran when he's down wif a problem in his twenties...he said he read it several times to find answer to his prob n he found the answer after several times reading it...and somemore, he even said, if u wanna read the kitab suci, in fact any articles, u hev to let go of the extreme thinking, let ur mind be empty to accept wat ure reading and if you wanna do sumtin better, u hev to get up and do it..not only read...plus he said, watever ur perception thinking and point of view is, u hev to noe ur background really well...also, he said, u hev to noe ur background really well to accept pples views n opinion n ideas...this backgroung thingy...im still figuring it out...blur sekejap...

there also one point that he said.."to tell the sweet things but the reality is not" or "to tell wats bitter, wats the reality n njoy the sweet part later."

-something i'm pondering abt coz im still blur...sumting to learn-

linah drove her beettle at 1:46 AM